if i could begin to be half of what you think of me
i could do about anything, i could even learn how to love
when i see the way you act, wondering when i'm coming back
i could do about anything, i could even learn how to love like you
i always thought i might be bad, now i'm sure that its true
because i think you're so good and i'm nothing like you
Bedouin is rebuilding himself. So far, he has discovered that he is:
— Quiet and reserved, no longer jovial
— Low confidence, low self esteem, low self worth
— Anxious of large gatherings
— Extremely fickle and unreliable
— Furiously jealous, prone to a murderous kind of envy
— Covets what is innocent and good
— Lusts for closeness with others, grounds him/helps him feel "real"
— Seeking redemption
Early Spring, HY24 years, 0 months
Bedouin arrives in Horizon valley. He meets Onyx and Mavric, offering them companionship as they travel through the wastelands.
Full Spring, HY24 years, 1 month
While exploring the wastelands, Bedouin encounters a group of rogues looking to follow the creek. He joins them in their discovery of Goldrock Gorge, but after receiving their invitation to stay, he slips away in the middle of the night.
Late Spring - Early Summer, HY24 years, 2-3 months
Bedouin wanders through the wasteland, entertaining the idea of venturing further into the valley.
Full Summer, HY24 years, 4 months
Finally leaving the wasteland, Bedouin's curiosity gets the better of him as he enters the valley. In Evergreen Forest, he meets Cypress who tells him of a cave with a mysterious glowing pond. He follows the young boy to the cave, where he discovers a group of wolves living there and meets Meinir, Willa, Mari, Rufus, and Rigel (who appears to be unwell). Bedouin also meets Shade, who leads him to a pond she has named the Heartwoods. After spending several weeks with the cave wolves, Bedouin finds himself regretfully attached and must sever his ties. He disappears from the forest as Willa throws up a summoning call.
Late Summer, HY24 years, 5 months
On his way back to the wasteland, Bedouin encounters Basira and her traveling companion Denali. He returns to the wasteland where he attempts to resume his role of a guide through the desert, meeting Cyril, Elisabeta, and Paragon.